Lovan

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“I lost my Vertical, wishing Horizon saved me.”

Lovan tells the story of someone who was hurt internally, causing himself to become depressed, lose direction in life and feel ignored by the Creator (Vertical).

Thousands of thoughts crossed his mind, never saving himself who was sinking mentally. In the end he asked the world (Horizon) to save him.

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I thought life give me many chance
But no either, the phase just even harder than before Feel depressed, lonely, and a knife just being my last friend that I've met
Words thought many things, I'm sure I admit it

It doesn't matter what they say
I lost my vertical, wishing horizon save me
There is a hole that never heal
Deep through my lungs
Deep through my lungs
I wish that my life cycles done

The darkness, walls of hate, crushing my self

Would you miss me, would you remember my name

that already wrote on the grave
would you miss me every time you think about me

I lost my vertical, wishing horizon save me
There is a hole that never heal

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Wider smile, louder laugh doesn't mean that I'm okay
I was curious about my self, did I find the things that I need
Would you stand by my side
Stand by my side

Pray seems much longer than I fall to the grave

Is there any chance to bloom
I was frustrate and i don't know why
I just fall asleep so please give me your hand
I was wondering there is another life
That will shine forevermore
Is there any chance to bloom
And go further away

A hand means a lot
Lock me when I lost the plot
You know the light that you give
Will shine forevermore

No chance to tear me apart
Losing my flame
I can not breathe
I can not breathe
Hold my hand

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released March 6, 2024
Song written by Reza Septian
Song composed by Oktav Mutter
Lyrics written by Faiq Nurfratama
Artwork by Faiq Nurfratama
Recorded at Rebuilt40124 Studio
Mixed & Mastered by Oktav Mutter

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PUNITIVE Bandung, Indonesia

Bunch of Freaks Doin' it Out Loud. Packed with Tears & Punches. Based on Bandung, West Java, Indonesia.

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